Scattered toward every wind …


Dead Trees, reprise
Sunday, 10 January, 2010, 2:46 am
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Dead Tree

A brief visit back to some dead tree drawings …



Day 3: Badlands N.P., SD to Cowley, WY

There is something to be said for traveling at night … the only visible things is what is illuminated by the headlights of your car, and the cars around you. the occasional streetlight comes along and does its best to light the way … but everything outside of the road is blanketed by the darkness of night … not to take anything away from the moon and stars … all of the direct light from headlamps and streetlamps creates some interesting shadows cast from other cars and whatever may be beyond the highway. fear of the unknown is ushered in with the darkness. there is something otherworldly about the kind of darkness that prevents one from seeing his own hand in front of his face. it seems unnatural. darkness by itself can be scary and foreboding, whereas light by itself can be harsh and blinding … but where the two meet … the interplay of light and dark is beautiful.

The sun shone sharp and bright as a knife, cutting into the thin nylon of our tent. It was 6am. having few obstacles to block its gaze, the sun peered out onto the wide open landscape of the high plains. i woke up with the sun in my eyes. jeff, who had gotten up a bit earlier, saw that i was awake, “dude, you gotta look outside.”, he said with surprising enthusiasm for such an early hour.

as i unzipped the fly of the tent, i could already see where Jeff’s enthusiasm had come from. though hidden in the black of night, our surroundings had no chance to hide from the light of day. we had come into the park with these natural structures all around us, but what we could make out of them was only enough to lend a spookiness to the night … but now, with night gone, the full beauty and splendor of the Badlands was on display.

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after taking in all we could of our surroundings from our campsite, we packed it up, made some coffee and headed to the visitors center to get a park map and to look around. a ranger informed us that the route we were taking back towards I-90W would take us past places where bighorn sheep and bison have been known to roam. we left the visitor center and began our mystical journey through the Badlands. we had some time to take in the sites and to even hike around a bit, as our time in the car was shorter than the previous two days by about half.

not long after we started on the road, i was slowing down a little as jeff took a picture of the beauty all around us, when this douche bag in a minivan from michigan laid on his horn behind us. the speed limit in a national park is 45mph … we maybe slowed down to 35mph. after speeding up a little, the d-bag decides to pass in a no passing zone and speed off … i wasn’t immediately bothered by this guy, but the more i thought about it, the more pissed off i became. he’s in a national park … he is surrounded by so much natural wonder … if you are in such a hurry, take a different route, dumbass. i wanted to kick his teeth in. i all of a sudden turned into a UFC fighter. i don’t think i completely let on to jeff just how angry i was. i was sad and angry that this prick felt the need to beep at someone and pass them when there is so much to see all around. if this  jackass can’t appreciate the kind of beauty represented in the photos below, he shouldn’t be allowed outside.

anyway, not long after this incident, we pulled off, and decided to snap some shots of the rugged beauty around us …

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"Badasslands"

"Badasslands"

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like a gymnast ...

like a gymnast ...

badlands national park rocks!!

badlands national park rocks!!

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no words ...

no words ...

Words fail ...

Words fail ...

more ...

more ...

as promised by the ranger ...

as promised by the ranger ...

as promised ...

as promised ...

Dogs of the Prairie

Dogs of the Prairie

after driving through the northern section of the park, we turned to the north to head back towards I-90W and Wall, SD. unfortunately, the road that took us there, was an unpaved gravel road. being a worrywort, the road conditions bothered me more with each pebble that got thrown in the wheel well and rattled around. jeff insisted that everything would be fine. i tried to believe him, but was uneasy because of the remaining 1000 miles or so left in our trip. part of the road we took through the badlands was unpaved, but the speed limit was low enough to where i wasn’t bothered too much. the posted speed limit through the section of road headed north and out of the park was 50mph. my speed remained constant at 30mph … lucky for him, Douche Baggins from MI didn’t end up behind me. after about 10 miles or so, the road became paved and we entered the  interesting town of Wall, SD. i had heard from several different people that we had to check it out … after spending a fair amount of time in the Badlands and with the time being past noon, we decided we needed to skip Wall, and be on our way to WY.

once we had been through the Badlands, the beauty we saw gave both Jeff and myself a huge surge of adrenaline. the Badlands was just the beginning of the scenic part of the trip. so as we left the high plains behind us, and headed into the Rocky Mountains and its foothills, we were giddy. plus, it was a much shorter drive on Day 3.

every day to this point, i had to continually convince myself that this trip was actually happening … not even so much because of the difficulty i encountered trying to make it happen, but because of the new places and things i was seeing along the way … to think that just two days prior, i was still in MD, and here we were now, entering Wyoming. 1800 miles away.

August was a whirlwind of a month as far as travel was concerned. I traveled down to Asheville, NC for a cousin’s wedding, passing through VA and TN along the way. Two weeks later, my family headed up to Martha’s Vineyard, MA to visit and vacation with my aunt and uncle, passing through DE, NJ, NY, CT, RI, along the way. Since leaving MD on the 20th, we had passed through PA, OH, IN, IL, WI, MN, SD. So, in all, over a three week span, that’s 17 states … 18 counting WY … and, like i said earlier, a whole hell of a lot more to see still.

After driving through the biker town of Sturgis, SD, WY came quickly. Not much changed in the way of scenery. hills, occasional rocky outcropping, very few trees … but we were headed toward the Rocky Mountains, and we expected drastic changes …

Wyoming

Wyoming

passed signs for sundance … and began seeing signs for grand teton national park and yellowstone national park … the excitement in the car grew with the sight of these signs.

a lot of coal mining going on in WY … i have a feeling that a lot of pressure is being felt with all of this talk of alternative energy sources being explored … a lot of jobs are in coal …

i guess now is a good a time as any to mention (read:complain about) the ridiculous amount of road work encountered on I-90W … all through SD and WY 90 was down to one lane with the lines of cones stretching for miles and miles seemingly without reason. at times traffic from 90E would merge toward the westbound lane and create a two lane, two way highway with a speed limit of 65mph. such a situation can wreak havoc on the nerves of drivers as the chance of a high speed, head-on collision is exponentially increased. with the thoughts of a deadly collision hanging in the air, we drove miles and miles with cones seperating the eastbound and westbound traffic … when the lanes split apart, the cones remained, blocking off the left lane, and sometimes the right lane. every few miles or more, roadwork vehicles could be seen, but rarely ever was any work actually being done. so … it seemed useless to have the cones stretch for miles and miles and miles. it was a major point of frustration … the thing is, 65mph (really 70) is definitely not slow, and the stretches with one lane never really caused any sort of traffic congestion. an understanding of the roadwork in this part of the country is imparted to the drivers when you begin to see signs, accompanied by red and white arms to block the road, mentioning interstate closures. roadwork in this part of the country is not a year round job … the snows in the fall, winter, and spring make it virtually impossible to work. the snow falls furiously once the temperatures drop … therefore the workers work long days (12-15 hours) from April to September. that helps explain the reason for the cones staying up at all times during working months, but doesn’t take away the frustration.

our time on 90W would soon be over for the day, though … we stopped in Gilette, WY, fueled up and switched positions, with Jeff jumping behind the wheel to soon tackle a part of the trip that was both terrifying and amazing. while stopped, Jeff put in a call to his co-worker, Shawna (forgive me if that is spelled incorrectly) to get her parents phone number. her parents, Mike and Carol, were generous enough to open their home to two relative strangers. once we had the phone number, we left Gilette and pushed westward …

west of Gilette

west of Gilette

WY Sky

WY Sky

the rockies came into view, though under a thick haze. as we got closer, the view became clearer. we exited 90W at Rt. 14. the drive on 14 up to Cowley was supposed to be the best and most fun stretch of driving of the day because it was to offer some mountain climbs and “twisties”. with my car being a manual transmission, we were supposedly at an advantage for this type of driving, as we were able to freely downshift into lower gears for the descent, rather than rely on the brakes. we started our climb …

Climb

Climb

the ears starting popping as we gained altitude quickly. after a series of steep grade straightaways and hairpin turns, there was a scenic overlook …

scenic lookout

scenic lookout

Me, looking very approachable ...

Me, looking very approachable ...

Jeff, looking like he wants to and can rip my head off

Jeff, looking like he wants to and can rip my head off

we continued our climb …

up a mountain behind an RV ...

up a mountain behind an RV ...

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more mountain views ...

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the climb gradually grew steeper and that, of course, was when the roadwork started … we had to deal, once again, with gravel roads, only this time, we were climbing up a mountain.

steeper climb, still behind the RV ...

steeper climb, still behind the RV ...

once we got to the top, the pictures become more scarce … this is because somehow on one of our shortest days on the road, i got really claustrophobic and irritable. (i guess the 75mph speed limits will do that to you when we are slowed down to a snail-like 50mph and slower … that and being behind an RV). Jeff insisted that i put the camera down and take a breather, of sorts. it was weird how i turned this way. i guess with nearly 30 hours of driving and riding in two and half days under my belt, it was finally catching up with me a bit. i suppose it was bound to happen. the near miraculous part is that my irritability did not lead to any sort of animosity between Jeff and myself. smooth sailing … i picked the camera back up and shot this …

perhaps my favorite picture that i took on the trip ...

perhaps my favorite picture that i took on the trip ...

at the top of the climb Rt. 14 split, with our route taking us on 14A. This was a section of road that Shawna had told Jeff about … the descent down the mountain into the valley where Cowley is situated. once we started our initial descent, the views were amazing, and enough to take my mind off of the fact that guard rail didn’t exist along every mile of road going down … pulled over and got these shots through a fence …

through the fence ...

through the fence ...

between links ...

between links ...

the ride down was deathly terrifying at times, but devastatingly beautiful every second. downshifting took pressure off the brakes, but hearing the car rev up above 6000rpm while going 40mph+ in first gear on a 12% down grade was hard for me to listen to without getting nervous about my car’s breaking point. everything had gone swimmingly up to this point, and part of me was still waiting for my car to go up in flames … jeff was quite adept behind the wheel as we made our way down the mountain and into the valley.

ignore the bug smudge on the windshield

ignore the bug smudge on the windshield

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earth and sky

earth and sky

i don’t know that i played up just how exhilarating and scary the descent was … jeff himself mentioned to me the next day how nervous and anxious the descent made him … but it was a blast, i think we both really enjoyed the route that Shawna had directed us on …

leaving the mountains behind ... for now ...

leaving the mountains behind ... for now ...

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approaching Bighorn Lake

approaching Bighorn Lake

we crossed Bighorn Lake, which is a former river that has dried up in most areas, but has somehow held on to some water to form a long, narrow lake … more on this later …

once we crossed the lake, we drove through Lovell, and finally into Cowley … Jeff remembered directions to Mike and Carol’s house based on the landmarks that Shawna had given him over the phone … we pulled up outside what we believed to be the house. across from a cemetery, the first right turn once you enter Cowley. as we were stopped outside, a SUV pulled up along side us. here we are, two grungy looking dudes, driving in a little VW gti, MD tags, in a land full of pickup truck driving cowboys … we must have stuck out … the SUV rolled its window down and the woman in the passenger seat asked, “are you Jeff?” … we had found Mike and Carol … or, more accurately, they had found us. they invited us to park in their driveway. Jeff and I got out of the car, stretched our tired, tight legs and walked over to Mike and Carol to meet our hosts. they greeted us warmly, like old friends, only really knowing of us, namely Jeff, from their daughter Shawna, whom Jeff works with in Baltimore. we were invited in and given beer almost immediately. this is a part of the trip where i’d really like Jeff to chime in on his experience, because hearing how amazing Mike and Carol were to us from just me, won’t do their hospitality and love shown to us justice. we drank our beer while Mike and Carol talked to us and prepared dinner. I sat and took it all in as Jeff and our gracious hosts shared stories about Shawna and her dog. As dinner neared completion we were invited to sit outside on the back patio with our beers. Mike tended to the grill as Carol slowly filled the table with fruit, cheese, corn, and vegetables, soon after, Mike pulled the main course off the grill and set out 6 enormous grilled T-bone steaks. we ate and talked and laughed and just had a lovely and amazing time. we helped clear the table and clean up a bit. Mike and Carol then offered to take us down to the Bighorn Lake and Canyon … they offered to drive and we all piled in their car and were on our way. sadly, Jeff and I didn’t think to bring our camera or cell phones … this is sad because the Bighorn Canyon is one of the coolest, most ruggedly beautiful things i have ever seen in person. a 1200′ drop down to the still, smooth as glass lake … please take the time to check out Bighorn Canyon National Rec area online, or better yet, go visit. on the way out of the park, after driving around for a while and hearing about the wild horses that inhabit the area, with night falling quickly, we spot some off to the side of the road. the majestic stallions and mares grazing on the delicate grasses in the cool, arid night air … we drove back to the house, feeling satisfied … looking forward to sleeping in a real bed for the first time in several days. It had been a good day … Night fell over Cowley, WY. Day 3 was over.



“turning the page of night”
Wednesday, 10 December, 2008, 2:11 pm
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soft moon glow
soft moon glow

perhaps i will find some time to write about this later, but i wanted to get my lastest drawing up here for you …

cheers.



addendum
Tuesday, 25 November, 2008, 4:33 pm
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i had some more thoughts to add to my previous post … so i’ve called this the addendum.

i’m going to post another drawing to help illustrate some more thoughts more aptly. this was the first drawing i did in the dead tree series. it may look familiar …

jon foreman, anyone?

jon foreman, anyone?

again, this image was achieved by doing the actual drawing and then taking a photo of that drawing using lighting to add to the overall aesthetic. once the photo is on the computer, i touch it up using some simple software. this method suits me well because my drawing skills leave much to be desired and it allows me to be creative in other areas of media.

the above drawing was something i did from scratch … that is, you will not find this tree anywhere, as far as i know. but apparently the design of the tree and its shadow are not completely original, as they look uncannily similar to the cover of jon foreman‘s fall ep. this was an honest “mistake” but i think it points to something that resonates in me …

long before i knew of jon foreman’s “ep-for-every-season” project, i had envisioned a photo project based on the four seasons. i had (as i believe i discussed in the previous post) thought about finding a place of particular beauty, and taking a picture during every season, showing the beauty of each setting. scrambler and i recently discussed these things. he articulated it more perfectly than i ever could … and i won’t even try to regurgitate what he said word for word, for fear of butchering it, but … it revolved around the idea that through the seasons the tree’s appearance will change … it will look different, but it is still the same tree … beautiful in its own way in all four seasons.

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the fours seasons illustrated through trees …

i love the change of seasons. i think i would grow tired of a place that didn’t have them. i crave the wholeness of the year. times of sunshine and warmth. times of gray and cold. times of dry and of wet. there are times the weather suits my mood. there are also times when the weather dictates my mood. i suppose it is the same as movies and literature, and other forms of stimuli. this really is a poor attempt to articulate these thoughts of mine, but i shall continue nonetheless.

complete.

we like the idea of complete. each season complements its predecessor and successor. gloaming and dawn complete the day. we say things “complete us” … referencing the fact that we are, in fact, incomplete in our current state. we hear a piece of music that ends on something other than the root chord of the key … this deceptive cadence, as it is referred to in music, leaves the listener on the edge of his or her seat, waiting for the chord and piece to be resolved or redeemed by the root … this makes us uncomfortable … this “incompleteness” of the song.

we like stories that resolve, and we marvel at our stories of “incompleteness” and brokenness being resolved and redeemed by our Maker. we’ve been shown all around us glimpses of His work, which is a great mystery, but one that offers hope of change, wholeness, and even beauty in every season.

cheers.



a new beginning …
Saturday, 8 November, 2008, 5:04 am
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ezekiel 17:21-24:

“All the (Y)choice men in all his troops will fall by the sword, and the survivors will be scattered to every wind; and you will know that I, the LORD, have spoken.

Thus says the Lord GOD, “I will also take a sprig from the lofty top of the cedar and set it out; I will pluck from the topmost of its young twigs a tender one and I will plant it on a (Z)high and lofty mountain.

“On the high mountain of Israel I will plant it, that it may bring forth boughs and bear fruit and become a stately (AA)cedar. And birds of every kind will nest under it; they will nest in the shade of its branches.

“All the (AB)trees of the field will know that I am the LORD; I bring down the high tree, exalt the low tree, dry up the green tree and make the dry tree (AC)flourish. I am the LORD; I have spoken, and I will perform it.”

… i’ve probably only read this particular text once in my entire life, and it was probably an instance where i randomly flipped gilded the pages of a very dusty bible and my eyes happened to fall on these words. i remembered just one part from this passage, and it became the title of this blog. with so much changing recently, whether it be my evolving theology and subsequent evolving worldview, or my new found desire to challenge myself with goals, i’ve found myself feeling very scattered in every sense of the word. my heart is in many different places. my mind wanders and wonders endlessly at the mysteries and rapturous pain and beauty of life. “scattered toward every wind” has such rich poetic imagery to it. though it is used in a markedly negative way in the above passage, in all my aforementioned wondering, i’ve most times viewed my scattering as a positive development.

i think of the dandelions of spring and summer … as kids, and perhaps even now, we would take these weeds, and blow the white, fluffy seeds off and send them off wherever the wind would take them. these seeds land, and new dandelions pop up everywhere. there is something both nostalgic and beautiful about this natural process … i feel as though i am being blown off my stem, scattering toward every wind, discovering new things about myself, about God, and about this world along the way. i’m becoming pliable … feeling that wherever these winds take me, i, like the dandelion weed, can settle and even flourish.

feeling as though i am already a fairly creative person, this season i’m in seems to have lit a fire underneath me, and provided some inspiration. i hope that this blog will be an appropriate canvas for some art and some thoughts …

in the spirit of the above passage, here is part one in a series of trees that i have started drawing … i started drawing dead trees … since it is pretty much my first foray into drawing, i’ve decided to combine drawing with photography. i tried to photograph each tree in a creative and interesting way to add to their … potential goodness, for lack of a better phrase. anyway, here is part one … which is actually the most recent one. for more info on this particular work, i believe there is a comment section below …

bending tree

cheers.




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